The begining of the year wasn't all that great for a lot of people. It's really sad for those who lost their lives and for those who lost the ones they love. It's hard seeing those you love cry their hearts out. It's just hard. Hearing news left and right that this person passes away will never be the best news ever. I hate hearing it because when I do, my first question is "why them?" God doesn't wanna see anyone suffer anymore, so sometimes we all have to accept it and know that "it's going to be okay". And I'm sure that is their message also.
Last month, I was at home until I get a phone call from my boyfriend telling me, our friend Noel is gone. I was in shock, I didn't wanna believe. Until then, I still didn't believe, not until I came across his comments, and I told myself damn it is true. He was 19, we thought he was a happy man, but behind him was this sadness and madness that no one knew or he didn't bother to share. I guess his situation took a toll on him and he couldn't handle, so he decided to take his own life away. Everyone just said "how can he be so stupid", we were so mad at him. My boyfriend went to his funeral, I didn't get to go since I didn't have a ride. But he told me, in Noel's aunties speech, she said "If Noel had said his last words it would be, 'Don't be mad, it's my life'.." RIP PVT NOEL CHRISTOPHER LAGAT
This past week was also depressing, my boyfriend got a text message from his friend saying "Please keep auntie Navarro in you prayers". I ran to Lei's room and told her about it, she was in shock, we all were. She passed away on Monday. RIP AUNTY
Yesterday, I got text messages from people saying "RIP Darren Barbadillo, your now in a place with no sorrow or pain. You're in Paradise." I was also shocked because someone told me he had couple months to live. Obviously I got the wrong info, he had a couple of days. It was too soon. He had a tumor, he was going through kimo, and it got worst. RIP Darren boy.
I wanted to cry those days, but I learned not too. I learned to be happy because they are in a better place and they are in Gods hands. And I know he will protect them all from pain. But I do wish they were still here....
Friday, April 17, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Why...
did it have to be me? Why my car?
I know it hapeend couple days ago, but I'm still hurting inside, I feel violated, it's like they took my heaurt out and stepped on 10x. Fuck man, if its people I know, FUCK YOU seriously, thats all I gotta say and oh YOU LOW LIFE SON OF A BITCHES! Seriously? You don't got anything better to do, well I hope god forgives you for taking my blessed rosary and other belongings, no wait actually I hope you guys die in hell. Right now I'm the coldest hearted bitch right now. I didn't deserve i, I know I didn't! Well if you guys want to know what happened, heres my blog from my myspace....
Worst day of my life.
So yesterday I decided to drive to work..and I usually park at our parking stalls which I did.To make story short, after work I decided to go to Long Drugs because I need snacks for school, I know I know, fatty. I only took 10-15 minutes in the store, come to find out my car is FUCKEN gone. I thought I was being delusional and parked it somewhere else, but I didn't right there and then I knew it was gone. I panicked and looked everywhere, called James to notify him, called everybody. Then called the dumbass cops who don't do shit to file a report. When this cop came, he didn't even get out his car all said was "come here so I can get your info" so uhhh okay I guess. My dad and sister was on their way to come see if I was okay, thankfully I was. I kept on crying to my dad because it was my first car and I had plans for it, btw I had a Dark Red Acura Integra 96' Black w/Chrome lip rims. So I went home thinking, how the hell did they do it the quick, were they stalking me, did they plan it, and I also imagined what if I walked out of the store when they were still tryna break in to my car, what if they had a gun or whatnot. I was jsut thankful I was okay.
So this morning 4/8/09 I got a call from the police department and said they found it at Waipio bike path all stripped. I was crying more because I didn't know exactly what they took. So they gave me the number for the towing crap and I called and they said they have it. I decided to go school first so I did. Headed to Stoneridge and at first this black dude was giving me attitude and kept on telling me I have to pay the tow bill, but then my car insurance was also giving me a hard time. So I was like fuck it I'm gonna pay for it. So I did, cops met up with me and I got to see my car, I really didn't wanna look.I went up to it, looked inside, and they took everything! The cop let me go inside, they took my two front seats, Panasonic CD deck, floor mats, all my tires with Black w/Chrome Lip 17" rims, my jacket, new fossil sun glasses, ON TOP OF THAT MY BLESSED RED ROSARY THE WAS GIVEN TO ME FROM MY MOM.
How fucken low people can get. I was crying so hard. Then I took what that was left which was my incurance card and registration and my hello kitty mac lip conditioner and my neices ball. So if anyone tries to sell these things to you, please let me know. All I can say is that I'm going get the last laugh.
I know it hapeend couple days ago, but I'm still hurting inside, I feel violated, it's like they took my heaurt out and stepped on 10x. Fuck man, if its people I know, FUCK YOU seriously, thats all I gotta say and oh YOU LOW LIFE SON OF A BITCHES! Seriously? You don't got anything better to do, well I hope god forgives you for taking my blessed rosary and other belongings, no wait actually I hope you guys die in hell. Right now I'm the coldest hearted bitch right now. I didn't deserve i, I know I didn't! Well if you guys want to know what happened, heres my blog from my myspace....
Worst day of my life.
So yesterday I decided to drive to work..and I usually park at our parking stalls which I did.To make story short, after work I decided to go to Long Drugs because I need snacks for school, I know I know, fatty. I only took 10-15 minutes in the store, come to find out my car is FUCKEN gone. I thought I was being delusional and parked it somewhere else, but I didn't right there and then I knew it was gone. I panicked and looked everywhere, called James to notify him, called everybody. Then called the dumbass cops who don't do shit to file a report. When this cop came, he didn't even get out his car all said was "come here so I can get your info" so uhhh okay I guess. My dad and sister was on their way to come see if I was okay, thankfully I was. I kept on crying to my dad because it was my first car and I had plans for it, btw I had a Dark Red Acura Integra 96' Black w/Chrome lip rims. So I went home thinking, how the hell did they do it the quick, were they stalking me, did they plan it, and I also imagined what if I walked out of the store when they were still tryna break in to my car, what if they had a gun or whatnot. I was jsut thankful I was okay.
So this morning 4/8/09 I got a call from the police department and said they found it at Waipio bike path all stripped. I was crying more because I didn't know exactly what they took. So they gave me the number for the towing crap and I called and they said they have it. I decided to go school first so I did. Headed to Stoneridge and at first this black dude was giving me attitude and kept on telling me I have to pay the tow bill, but then my car insurance was also giving me a hard time. So I was like fuck it I'm gonna pay for it. So I did, cops met up with me and I got to see my car, I really didn't wanna look.I went up to it, looked inside, and they took everything! The cop let me go inside, they took my two front seats, Panasonic CD deck, floor mats, all my tires with Black w/Chrome Lip 17" rims, my jacket, new fossil sun glasses, ON TOP OF THAT MY BLESSED RED ROSARY THE WAS GIVEN TO ME FROM MY MOM.
How fucken low people can get. I was crying so hard. Then I took what that was left which was my incurance card and registration and my hello kitty mac lip conditioner and my neices ball. So if anyone tries to sell these things to you, please let me know. All I can say is that I'm going get the last laugh.
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